Pessimist me

Cheerful, confident, talkative was me. When I was still child, I was person who always happy everday and person who did crazy things with my friend. But, it was changed when I was in 9th grade of junior high school.

Something happened in my life. It was like a thunder which shocked me. I got depression and stressed and still until now. 

I entered my senior high school with very new life. The school was not chosen by myself. I just followed my mom's choice. That was very different with my personality. It was very difficult time for me at first. But, by time I can enjoy that with my different personality. 

I was silent and uncheerful person. I think that it was affected by some case too. That I was too afraid to get attention from people. I just try to be hidden. 

But, it was not appropriate with my plan. I was elected to be a leader in my ibs. Yah, but I was just silent and uncheerful because many problems I had there. 

3 years were passed. 

Entering university with my weakness. Still being uncommunicative person and pessimist. It was hard for me to interact with people. Still being afraid to stand up in front of the class. And many weakness I had here.

But, I didn't give up. I try to know myself deeper. And now I try to be confident. Because someone told me that everyone has inner power in him/herself. We just too pessimist to expel it. We ourselves can do it. A human has it power. I realize it,  and try know day by day I hope I can be better person.